I flew from Manchester with my dad to Dignitas in Switzerland so he could end his life - I am so happy

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The daughter of a man who travelled to Dignitas said the bill will allow people to "die with dignity".

John Hawkins, 66, chose to end his life on September 27, 2024, after an 18-month battle with MND - motor neurone disease.

His dad was also diagnosed with MND and had a "nasty fall" after his diagnosis.

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John was scared that he wouldn't be well enough to fly over to Switzerland so he decided to fly over there sooner than he thought.

The bill that is voted on today will allow adults over the age of 18, who have mental capacity, are terminally ill and in the final six months of their life to request assistance from a doctor to end their life.

Nicola, who has a 50 per cent chance of getting MND said she wasn't expecting the bill to pass but said she is "relieved" as she won't have to do what her dad did.

John Hawkins with daughter Nicola Hawkins and wife Lynn HawkinsJohn Hawkins with daughter Nicola Hawkins and wife Lynn Hawkins
John Hawkins with daughter Nicola Hawkins and wife Lynn Hawkins | Nicola Hawkins / SWNS

Speaking through tears, Nicola, a CCTV trainer, from Manchester, said: "I am so happy, it is too late for my dad but it is not too late for other people.

"They will not have to go through what I went through.

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"It also potentially means that I won't have to do what my dad did - I might be able to die at home with my family.

"I really didn't think the bill would pass - I am so shocked."

In April 2022, John got the devastating news that he had MND.

John's dad, also called John, was also diagnosed with MND and died from the disease in 2012, aged 79.

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So because he knew what would happen to him, he decided he "didn’t want to live through that" and made the choice to have an assisted death.

John Hawkins with wife Lynn HawkinsJohn Hawkins with wife Lynn Hawkins
John Hawkins with wife Lynn Hawkins | Nicola Hawkins / SWNS

Nicola said: "Because his dad had it, he knew the outcome. He was a really active person before the diagnosis.

"I watched him go from running around Ennerdale, a lake in Cumbria, to being sat down on the sofa with a neck brace on.

“He said if he hadn’t seen it with his dad, he might not have made that decision but because he knew what would happen, he didn’t want to live through that."

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John Hawkins chose to take his life in Dignitas in Switzerland after being diagnosed with MNDJohn Hawkins chose to take his life in Dignitas in Switzerland after being diagnosed with MND
John Hawkins chose to take his life in Dignitas in Switzerland after being diagnosed with MND | Nicola Hawkins / SWNS

Nicola said that her dad "died with dignity" and everyone in the UK should have the right to die the same way.

She said: "Dignitas is to die with dignity and that is exactly what my dad made the decision to do.

"My dad died without carers having to look after him, and most importantly he was able to take his dog for one last walk Thursday morning before we flew.

"If every family went through what we have I do believe the law in the UK would have changed by now."

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After an 18-month battle, John, his wife Lynn Hawkins, 56, and daughter Nicola flew to Dignitas.

On September 27, 2024, John took his own life surrounded by his family.

Nicola said that if her dad was alive he would be happy as she believes she might have had longer with him if assisted dying was legal in the UK.

She said: "Depending on the conditions of the bill, he would be relieved.

"It gives people the choice to die with dignity.

"It is a step in the right direction with MND it really is."

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